My Blog is an open diary

Now what?

I've come to this blog entry because of ............. nothing.
I'm just wondering what's the real purpose of blogging.

I don't know why am I writing my stupidities here. Lately, I wonder why did I write my unintelligent feeling about Ang****e in this blog. Maybe I just don't have anyone to share this fucking feeling.(But thanks to Lester) Maybe I'm just afraid of telling her my futility and I write it here instead, hoping for her to read this shit.

Now, I know what will be the real purpose of blogging for me. I'll just consider this blog as my online diary. Well, it's isn't a mere diary but also a paper to share my truimps, stupidities, shit and my inner feelings. I don't want to anyone to know to know what's running on my mind and feeling because I think no one will understand what'll they know about my inner feeling, because my feeling is Oceansize. Well, I think that's the essence of being an emo kid..

I'm writing this shit because Jerilee Ledesma has read my blog yesterday. Look at her comment, it's about my being inlove about shit. Well, thanks to this blog and may nakalabas na din sa ibang tao about this shit.

My head is now empty, until here.

At your service,

-Chippy

OVER!!!

ahm....................

waaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!


My brain is empty at this very moment!!!!

I feel this blog will be no good if I don't have the right brain!!

Where's my brain anyway?

I'm missing it again! FuCK!!!

Folks, to put in picture the truth! I'm still in the aftershock of our recent defense chuvaness in Biology! Grabe ang tindi ng PWERSA!!!!!!

I feel so stupid when I'm thinking of that shit! I feel so stupid when Ms. Shit Umali is telling something about my being a forced leader. Feel so stupid because I can't answer Panelist's question straightly and clearly because I feel uneasy. I feel very stupid when my classmates are laughing on me because of my funny and futile acts when I was in front. I didn't mean them to laugh, but they laugh because it seems that I can't understand what Ms. Umali is saying because it is in foreign language. But it's my natural reaction. How stupid I am.

The consolation for that activity is the grade. We're the only group (Belinda is not counted, she's not in a group co'z she's working alone anyway, ang galng galing) who got a, well, real grade albeit that rating is not deserving for my effort and uneasiness. I also feel that the grading is unfair, basta unfair.

DONVALL, OH DONVALL, why you didn't attend the defense! don't tell me that you're not ready because d din kami ready. Sayang!

Anyway, I would like to extend my gratitude to my folks in ATP for lending us thier helping hands. For Ms. Jerilee Ledesma, for the shit she's giving to us. To Mr. Joshua Pingol, also known as Shei Shei, for making us laugh even in times of meager. I would also like to give thanks to Edwin Nosurname( the gunfisher here in our place), for giving us the Janitor Fish that gives us the spirit of being a hardworking laugher. And I would also like to mention Ms. Angelique Aranas for giving me my inspiration. Mr. Paulo Garcia and Diane Peňa, for giving us nothing. I should not forget the name of my groupmates Mr. Lester Parafina and Donval Magsombol for being a good groupmates, and also being good friends. And last but very far from the least, Mr. Dennis de Guia, for being our worker behind all this research, for being the digital artist and for giving his groupmates the right state of mind in this defense.


ANG DRAMA NG LOLA MO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


-Chippy

I'm not Okay! I promise

Okay, I'll just make this blog entry quick. I'm not happy about the proceedings of the past week.

Factors that make my week miserable:

-school's results
-Bestriend
-Tropa
-Classmates (ATP - galaan)
- Money
-Physics


Well, I'm still thinking if the school's results really annoy me, or again, my mere futility is working. How can i say that my schoolings is not good for this week if Ms. Piggy Tongson is taking a 2 weeks leave, Philo 1's first quiz wasn't merging yet, Sociology's grade is 97% (but fuck that Ms. Tongson, I wasn't able to have an oral report on this subject because of her stupidity - as a result; a grade of 65% for Oral), Anatomy and Physiology hasn't give it's first semi-final quiz - what a relief, and the recent PE meeting has no vigorous activity. So it appears that there's nothing to be annoyed about school.

Fuck! I missed my bestfriend's birthday Inuman! To put in picture the truth, I'm too busy to give time for that. But to think that it's my bestfriend's birthday! I shouldn't miss that! I missed the half of my life. I think I should improve the Occipital Lobe of my brain for better memory! I met my bestfriend last day and I was able to apologize to him about the shit. So everything about him is okay now!

I'm too busy for school! Please be more considerate, I have 27 units. So if I can't spend time with you guyz, it's because I'm busy! Sorry! Anyway, I don't care! - cleared!

I don't know what's happening to me if the "uwian" time is coming. Well, actually it's related in my physics problem. But I missed 2 episodes of gala (SM with Nina and Saint Jude Novena) because of this. Anyway, I still can't feel the real spirit of ATP. So this shit wasn't over yet!

Haha! I'm not saying that I had a lot of money now, but money is the least of my problems now. Last week I'm "broke na broke" pero last week yun! Kahit papano nakakahinga na ng maluwag!

Now, the real reason that I've come to this blog - Physics! Actually the physics that I'm pertaining here is Angelique Aranas! Why Physics? I don't know, basta physics! Last night I can't sleep because of thinking of her. And when I sleep, it's she again that I see. She's the mere reason that's why I want to come to school early. And she's also the reason why I want to come home early.
Last night I had dream of Aranas, but not Angelique Aranas - Crislyn Aranas! (my former classmate in RESPSCI). Ng message cia bigla sakin sa friendster. Ang galing! - Naliligo ako ng Aranas ngaun!
I don't know what's running in my mind now. There's a hidden battle in my mind about Physics.
When we are together (kami lang), she's talking to me with her ass away. And I'm happy about that, Hahaha! But sometimes when we are with the other intruders (Other classmates), she's as quiet as night. Ang lakas pa mangbara! Nakakainis! - I'm happy to be her friend! Nothing more. That's the COnclusion!

Overall: I'm not okay!


-Chippy